MISSING THEM

To my previous classmates from senior highschool if ever you check our blogs this is for y'all.

Im so thankful that y'all my classmates, tho i feel left behind, i still love you all for being there, i kinda miss looking at y'all guys laughing and smiling and even making fun of small things, i miss the loudness and the scent of the baby powder after class, and the argument between team transferees and team comprehenians, i remember it all in details i dont forget the memories we had in senior high.

And i would like to express my feelings that I've been oppressing since G11,

This is for steff, hi steff i really envy your intelligence, your beauty, and your attitude

For me, you're so perfect because you have it all, you're an academic achiever, you always get what you wanted and i know that you're a perfectionist, and i admire the way you present in front like you're a pro public speaker, i understand your struggles in life and the story you told me about your family, but sometimes you're too perfect you forget that sometimes you hurt people around you, i remember when we are doing group activity and you say "guys, you should do your best because my grades is in your hands" and i was like a bit hurt on what you said and just told myself "what if we failed or what if i fail our group would she blame me for it?" And sometimes you're overly competitive you affect people around you, but because of that i learned something, i learned that its okay to have people like you why? Its because it motivates me to study harder but back then i was depressed because of my family, and then when i go to school almost everyone is competitive idk where to go idk who should i tell my problems because no one listens cause they have their own circle, so i was quite depressed during senior high, no offense to this message but i was just expressing my feelings and pain during senior high, some might wonder that im just overreacting or something, but thats how i really feel because i get used to an environment where no arguments no competition no pride, so i was quite shock when i transfer to a new school.

So thats it i just wanted to say that i miss y'all and i hope that you guys are doing great and god bless us❤️