New beginning ✨

Hi guys its me again, juliieee yor 1st year college student in SBC✨

I just wanted to share my heartfelt gratitude to this beautiful girlies they are very amazing and supportive, and im very happy that i met them, as a 1st year nursing with ADHD i can say that its difficult for me to study or create a daily routine because most of the time im just procastinating and ended up being depressed especially when i stay at home for too long, i just hope that this college would taught me to be a better person and improve my character in a good way, because ive been dealing with an environment filled with competitive people and unfair distribution of grades its kinda pressurring me when i made a simple mistake because im scared that i might disappoint my family, because they get used to me having a high grades.

I just wanted to declutter this mess in my head thingking negative thoughts about myself, I wanted to change just like everybody else, i wanted to be happy and free, free means doing whatever i like spending my own money and detached myself from possession and dictating myself to do the things that i dont really like, im aware that i need change, its like a butterfly that needs to break free from its cocoon in able to fly and be free.